Fighting with the ego!

Wow, it's nice when I think you will back home and have a great relaxation.
But in fact it's absolutely different 'cuz you will just go and see your grave which people get together with each other around it and spend their time to make themselves content.
Yes, I will be exist in my bloody past which is located between people who don't know me.
Moreover, I can't do any thing 'cuz I like them even if they don't know me.

Offer to my self: if I were you then I will think about my exams and also I will be some how optimist (oh shit you know me that I hate hopeful sentences).